As far as I know I will be auditioning for a part in Dearly Beloved at our local theater. The catch is my most recent performance was as a Freshmen in college-1992. I was a main character in the play Ruth- I was Orpha-the daughter in law that did not go with Naomi. Ok, so I only actually had 2 spoken lines, before becoming 'women at market' for the remainder of the play.
So I am now thinking what on earth I should sing if I am asked to. I am thinking Stupid Boy, but I am not sure. I can not imagine learning all the lines right now. My brain has not functioned at that level since.... well ever! I still dream about doing field shows and being the only one out there who doesn't know the guard routine.
This could be fun, or I could cry myself to sleep for months-I'll keep you posted.
Friday, July 25, 2008
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
When you love someone
When someone you loves does something you don't approve of or feel is dangerous what do you do? In recent months I have found myself in this situation with no fewer than 6 close friends.
I have called out a few, tolerated some, prayed about all of them. I have never been so torn in my life. My love for my friends is so strong that I tend to overlook what they are doing because I know who they really are. But these particular issues are deal breakers.
I have been far to judgmental in the past- and find myself being to merciful at other times. I believe in mercy-I have certainly needed my fair share. But my spirit is so upset by these things that I find myself just avoiding the people and therefore avoiding a confrontation.
That was all well and good until the last week or so when apparently my mercy has ended. God is still merciful-but do not ask me for one more minute of grace. I have got to keep myself above water and that is not easy for me sometimes. I can not personally be responsible for everyones secrets. I am glad people feel good talking to me-but I am so glad I am not a counselor!
I need respite.
I have called out a few, tolerated some, prayed about all of them. I have never been so torn in my life. My love for my friends is so strong that I tend to overlook what they are doing because I know who they really are. But these particular issues are deal breakers.
I have been far to judgmental in the past- and find myself being to merciful at other times. I believe in mercy-I have certainly needed my fair share. But my spirit is so upset by these things that I find myself just avoiding the people and therefore avoiding a confrontation.
That was all well and good until the last week or so when apparently my mercy has ended. God is still merciful-but do not ask me for one more minute of grace. I have got to keep myself above water and that is not easy for me sometimes. I can not personally be responsible for everyones secrets. I am glad people feel good talking to me-but I am so glad I am not a counselor!
I need respite.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
the randomness that defines me.
Kids Camp was great. Lori and Daniel did an amazing job. I was only allowed on the stage one night which I thought was a travisty because I have quite a bit of experience upstaging people.
Adara continues to play church camp. She is after Tim Rose's job I think. We have suffered/sat through several camp events and awards cermonies. I also think all of our dolls, stuffed animals and imaginary friends have been to the altar-which is always good.
Jon and Kate plus 8-our new favorite show. My girls think we should call them and go for a visit. I am sure that wouldnt scare them at all!
My Daddy is preaching in my church tomorrow! This is honestly a life high point for me. I am so proud of my church family and even more proud of Dad and Mom. Its like Miley Cyrus getting to sing with the Jonas Brothers-just kidding. But It really will be a thrill to be in service with everyone together.
Our Josh is working at McD's in Trenton-feel free to stop by and tell him you know us-that should really make him proud! Right!
My hair is frizzy-I am not sure what that is about it is usually oily- I need to check that out with Brandy.
Our business has picked up quite a bit. Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac are both in alot of financial trouble-so that is creating a HUGE stir in the property preservation world.
I start my courses soon to be a Real Estate Professional Assistant in a couple of weeks. I will be selling for LA Realty in Milan with my boss Rick Burrow.
My children did not know what a cucumber was before yesterday and certainly were surprised to find that they were made into pickles.
More another time.....
Adara continues to play church camp. She is after Tim Rose's job I think. We have suffered/sat through several camp events and awards cermonies. I also think all of our dolls, stuffed animals and imaginary friends have been to the altar-which is always good.
Jon and Kate plus 8-our new favorite show. My girls think we should call them and go for a visit. I am sure that wouldnt scare them at all!
My Daddy is preaching in my church tomorrow! This is honestly a life high point for me. I am so proud of my church family and even more proud of Dad and Mom. Its like Miley Cyrus getting to sing with the Jonas Brothers-just kidding. But It really will be a thrill to be in service with everyone together.
Our Josh is working at McD's in Trenton-feel free to stop by and tell him you know us-that should really make him proud! Right!
My hair is frizzy-I am not sure what that is about it is usually oily- I need to check that out with Brandy.
Our business has picked up quite a bit. Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac are both in alot of financial trouble-so that is creating a HUGE stir in the property preservation world.
I start my courses soon to be a Real Estate Professional Assistant in a couple of weeks. I will be selling for LA Realty in Milan with my boss Rick Burrow.
My children did not know what a cucumber was before yesterday and certainly were surprised to find that they were made into pickles.
More another time.....
Friday, July 4, 2008
My church family
My church family is amazing. The diversity, the gifts, the unity-it is all very different from other churches. That is not to say we don't have issues-but that is family business and we handle it 'in house'.
Traveling all over with Dad, having so many friends in full time ministry all over the world-I have learned a few things. Just becasue it says it is Spirit filled-does not mean it is.
And then there is my church. Annointed services-like nothing I have ever experienced-seriously. Not the hype, not the work up-gentle moves and joyous moments that can only be God inspired.
My favorite part is to watch my brothers and sisters receive. There is nothing more beautiful than a tear streaked face, than wasted mascara, men bear hugging after praying together. It is a sight.
So tomorrow I get to spend alot of my day with these great people. I am so excited-this is going to be so much fun!!!
Traveling all over with Dad, having so many friends in full time ministry all over the world-I have learned a few things. Just becasue it says it is Spirit filled-does not mean it is.
And then there is my church. Annointed services-like nothing I have ever experienced-seriously. Not the hype, not the work up-gentle moves and joyous moments that can only be God inspired.
My favorite part is to watch my brothers and sisters receive. There is nothing more beautiful than a tear streaked face, than wasted mascara, men bear hugging after praying together. It is a sight.
So tomorrow I get to spend alot of my day with these great people. I am so excited-this is going to be so much fun!!!
Thursday, July 3, 2008
a recurring dream
First I must explain my obsession with church camp. This is my favorite thing in life-some people love Christmas- I love camp.
So here is the dream.
It is usually the 3rd night of camp and it is time to get ready for church. I suddenly realize that I have worn everything I brought already. What, no cute outfit for church? I can not describe the horror. Camp has always been so important to me that I pack everything I own.
The summer before I left for college-my last time as a camper. I took everything with me that I was taking to decorate my dorm room and so did Kristan-my best friend.
I planned for months every year what to take.
Now-it is even worse, because not only do I have to pack me to look presentable for the week, but my three beauties as well.
Lyndsey packs herself-but I am still ultimately responsible for the look. Adara is like me and will just pack it all and a every shoe she own just to be safe. Tori Beth will pack certain outfits together, in order of the day she will wear them.
I am telling you the next couple of day at our house will be filled with frenzy and excitement as we prepare for camp.
Pray for Holy Spirit to do in every camper what He did in me at camp. That feeling of an annointing so strong you can not wait to be back there again.
Off to Mecca I go.
So here is the dream.
It is usually the 3rd night of camp and it is time to get ready for church. I suddenly realize that I have worn everything I brought already. What, no cute outfit for church? I can not describe the horror. Camp has always been so important to me that I pack everything I own.
The summer before I left for college-my last time as a camper. I took everything with me that I was taking to decorate my dorm room and so did Kristan-my best friend.
I planned for months every year what to take.
Now-it is even worse, because not only do I have to pack me to look presentable for the week, but my three beauties as well.
Lyndsey packs herself-but I am still ultimately responsible for the look. Adara is like me and will just pack it all and a every shoe she own just to be safe. Tori Beth will pack certain outfits together, in order of the day she will wear them.
I am telling you the next couple of day at our house will be filled with frenzy and excitement as we prepare for camp.
Pray for Holy Spirit to do in every camper what He did in me at camp. That feeling of an annointing so strong you can not wait to be back there again.
Off to Mecca I go.
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